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feeling so down and out with his lot of chemo feeling useless around my house cant even do dinner some nights or spend quality time with kids doing stuff they want. over all am feeling really shitty , and also there being no actual cure for my cancer just hoping it will shrink is also putting extra pressure on the whole family. am thinking why me a lot wich i didnt the first time i got diagnosed just cant seem to get on top of things and the pain does not help. Just need something to pick me up and cant find that thing. Feeling down and grumpy all the time makes everyones life miserable and that is the last thing i want to do. My partner does not really want to talk or listen to me moan about things so i seem to keep everything bottled in and then i just loose it and break down i am the one that has all this stuff rolling around in my head including there being no good outcome atm making me very sad inside but i just have to suck it up and get on with it as best i can ......