Thank you @Sister, @jennyss, @kezmusc, @arpie and @Anne65. Your support has been invaluable and much appreciated. Love youse all!
@Sister Yes, happy 2 years to us! And as usual you sum it all up so perfectly. It's like you're inside my head... My resilience is tissue paper thin, the slightest thing knocks me askew. I was never like this before, it's frustrating. I can't see normal service resuming until I'm off the AI. I hold out hope that we'll feel better then. Fingers crossed sweets. K xox
@kezmusc I think it would be lovely if the breastcare nurses could provide a more formal structure to help people through their post-active treatment life. A regular check in, mental health assessment, I dunno, some support beyond woundcare. But they're overworked as it is, and the newly diagnosed rightly take priority.
I hope year two to three will be an improvement. To start with I'm finally on the right dose of antidepressants. Or at least I think I am. While I still feel sad I'm no longer wrist slashy, which is a great relief.
I do try to hang on to the sweet moments, I just wish they'd come around more often! I hope your "soap opera" concludes quickly and has a happy ending. Big squeezy hug lovely. K xox