anna1
15 years agoMember
anna1
Having a down day today. Decided to join bcna and reach out to all you fellow members. Lost my dad from cancer early this year. Now my dog has just been diagnosed with adrenal cancer. Can't seem to e...
Before cancer I thought my life was going well. I had a new man in my life, we bought a lovely home together. We went out to nice restaurants and life was fairly uncomplicated. Then of course the diagnosis... I thought my life was over. I wanted it not to be true, everything was different now, it wasn't fair, blah blah blah. I have heard some people refer to breast cancer as a blessing. I don't quite understand that... but I must admit that I now view my life differently. Yes there is the constant fear in the back of my mind of relapse, but every moment has become precious. The world is a much more beautiful place then I remember. I don't even like sleeping in.. for fear of wasting a minute of my life. I am now truly living my life!!!