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kezmusc
6 years agoMember
Rant warning, I am in a somewhat less than amicable mood.
Geezus is there anything that doesn't cause or help this thing grow????? Another hormone that needs a drug to stop it. Seriously with this many hormone manipulations going on we're all going to be a bunch of zombies eventually.
Quite honestly I have just had enough of this whole fucking thing. I am sick to death of worrying. stressing, reading and trying to decipher all the conflicting information and "maybe" and "possibly" reports that you never hear any more about.
I am playing ostrich at the moment. It took me three weeks to make the pelvic and internal u/sound for my newly acquired cysts and friends. I've had enough scans to last a life time and I just didn't want to go. I put off getting the bloods done as well, because I read they were checking for "tumour markers" that's never been done before. I was always told they weren't very reliable. Well, hello, let's just check them for shits and giggles shall we?
The registrar has left a message on my phone yesterday to call him back as he has the results. Of course I highly doubt that is a good sign considering I have a clinic appointment in a week where they could have given them to me if there were no issues.
The involuntary shaking started and I dropped my phone as soon as I heard his voice. It just blows me a way how your body can take over all on its own. Some kind of newly acquired fear response I guess. I am not a highly stressful or anxious person under normal circumstances, I never have been.
Maybe it's nothing drastic and he was just following up??? Maybe.
I haven't called back. I just don't want to know. FTS.
Geezus is there anything that doesn't cause or help this thing grow????? Another hormone that needs a drug to stop it. Seriously with this many hormone manipulations going on we're all going to be a bunch of zombies eventually.
Quite honestly I have just had enough of this whole fucking thing. I am sick to death of worrying. stressing, reading and trying to decipher all the conflicting information and "maybe" and "possibly" reports that you never hear any more about.
I am playing ostrich at the moment. It took me three weeks to make the pelvic and internal u/sound for my newly acquired cysts and friends. I've had enough scans to last a life time and I just didn't want to go. I put off getting the bloods done as well, because I read they were checking for "tumour markers" that's never been done before. I was always told they weren't very reliable. Well, hello, let's just check them for shits and giggles shall we?
The registrar has left a message on my phone yesterday to call him back as he has the results. Of course I highly doubt that is a good sign considering I have a clinic appointment in a week where they could have given them to me if there were no issues.
The involuntary shaking started and I dropped my phone as soon as I heard his voice. It just blows me a way how your body can take over all on its own. Some kind of newly acquired fear response I guess. I am not a highly stressful or anxious person under normal circumstances, I never have been.
Maybe it's nothing drastic and he was just following up??? Maybe.
I haven't called back. I just don't want to know. FTS.