Should make my user name exhausted mum instead of scared mum lol
I haven't posted in a while I could now change my user name from Scared Mum to Exhausted Mum lol
Nat had her 4 week break from Chemo Yah!! well not really we still had the Breast oncologist and the Radiation oncologist app to attend to.. all went well and the planning for her radiation went well, she has her tiny tiny tattoos lol we got told all the bad stuff burning etc so far so good no burning at all we are at round 13 of 33 so crossed fingers.
Nat has met a couple of young ladies at the exercise physiologist she goes to once a week if I can kick her bum to go oh! look she is now going twice a week because of them yah!! she can now walk up more than 8 steps with out us having to stop for 10 mins yah! bonus.
Well after all this time poor Nat has cording this been a nightmare I took her to a qualified Lymphodemea physio close to home that made it worse with deep tissue massage she said it was not cording mmm dr mum said it is (yes I have googled her pain and all the brochures we have been given ) and she made her arm 10 times worse so I complained to her exercise physiologist who concurred, she is a nut job (i'm thinking of complaining ) BUT now instead of 10 minutes down the road we travel 1 1/2 hours to get to one that is actually helping
So our diary is full again with radiation app every day fitting in physiotherapists and chiropractor, allergy clinic and her social life haha Im funny!! after all this we come home and sleep aaaaahhhhh
This mum is exhausted mentally and physically (I'm so tired and so glad she cant read this.... I'm bloody done I'm so bloody over it ..... she doesn't drive any more she makes me drive everywhere (my arm hurts blah blah blah ) I'm off to the docs for me this week but I just think that 10 months of stress has finally worn me down and I know everyone said I can take her to her appointments but she wants her mum to go with her so that is what I do and I will be fine eventually. I just need a sook with people that get it..
Thanks every one big cyber hugs (((HUGS))))) that need one
Cheers Sue xxxx