Nearly through Radiation
Well I have one red boob, that looks like I went out in the sun for 2 hours and forgot the sunscreen. I am doing really well though, it doesnt hurt as much as bad sun burn for me, and the itch is mild. I hate to brag because I still have until the 11th. I have had aches in the joints, thought I had instant arthristis, but havent needed to hop into Paracetamol, so Im putting that into the not too bad category. I feel a bit more alert, not like when I was on chemo nearly getting run over crossing the road, and the 6 weeks later to gain some energy. I feel the sleep is the key, and just doing a bit of house work each day, a half hour of exercise and healthy food. Have re-introduced a bit of meat and a couple of glasses of wine, and using some packets and jars even though there are chemicals involved. My doctor said Id been unnecessarily strict with my diet, so I have relaxed it a bit, so I dont drive my husband crazy. Still avoid sugar though, still have kept the weight I lost off. I am sleeping well at night, its now 2 months since Chemo finished. I have been into my work place so my boss can sign the Guild forms for me to commence my studies once I return to my job in October. (estimated time. He is going on a months holiday in September so bad luck if I was planning to go back earlier). I was worried about how I would be received in my work place because Id only been there for 5 months before I got Cancer. They all seem fine, it was me that created the monster in my own mind for that. I had a counselling session because I was starting to worry about how long I would live for, and a few other tough questions and I bounced back after that. I made the decision that it was pointless asking my Doctor that question because he isnt Psychic. My husband decided he needed to buy a motor bike - to reduce his stress. (I am smiling), and I think thats ok because it has been a sh.... 8 months. I still remain involved with BCNA because I am supporting all the new ladies who have just been diagnosed. That meant the world to me, and I am Paying It Forward. Big Smile xx BEL
