Thank you for messages of support

I'd just like to say thank you to all those wonderful ladies who've sent messages of support since I first blogged the other day. I live in Adelaide & have been thinking of seeking out a support group at some stage. Luckily I don't have to see my ex every day as I am a librarian & so work in a completely different building to him, plus I love what I do. Just have to keep plugging along as everyone suggests & try & get on top of this anxiety as it has robbed me of my self confidence. I was talking to my brother today & I think he made a valid point in saying that I've been sick for so long (I had neurosurgery for headache issues about 4 months prior to diagnosis) that its become my normal. I think I've forgotten what normal was like & am afraid to get back to living life, if that makes sense. I suppose we can never know what's around the next corner & life is full of unknowns & I have to become confident that I can handle that again. I need to learn to live in the moment & not worry so much about what tomorrow will bring.