Preparation and Fear

NaturalBel

So the waiting game and the reading of information of what those before you have experienced.  I have my hair today, and I am still eating and drinking, and havent started the Chemo yet.  Today I see the Oncologist for the 2nd time, and then next week one more appointment with my Endocrine Surgeon.  How do you manage to not be scared when you know in about a week youre going to be in for a nightmare that you have no control over.  Oh yes, we all remain as positive as we can, and brave, and smile, but wow, lets be honest, Im scared.  The waiting to heal enough to begin..... its hard! 

Jrova