Round 2 ??

Well, here we are again, and so bloody soon, who’d have thought it . In 2020 was diagnosed, had treatment, then started tamoxifen… well they can bash that crap up their jacksy… 2 years of side effects and cancers back anyways… all those joint aches, anxiety, insomnia , and let’s not forget the healthy eating, giving up smoking, making better lifestyle choices, less drinking… oh my goodness gracious.. missed 2 years of partying hard all for nothing, am sooooo not impressed. Jack Daniels distillery rang me, where are you they said, we miss your financial contribution to our alcohol sales… getting healthy after breast cancer I told them 🤣🤣, trying to do all I can so the bastard disease doesn’t come back… huh… maybe if I’d have stayed drinking I’d have killed those mongrel cancer cells instead cause in 2 years had 3 melanomas, 1 full face skin cancer pd treatment and now going in for the other boob. Fair diddly dinkum sometimes life is just not playing the game how I’d like… can I roll the dice again, can I play a different game .. 😝..
terror, fear, anger. … I didn’t buy a ticket to get on this roller coaster again, someone dismantle the bloody track …
terror, fear, anger. … I didn’t buy a ticket to get on this roller coaster again, someone dismantle the bloody track …
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Bloody hell I was diagnosed in 2020 too, surgery, chemo, radium and tamoxifen. That tamoxifen didn't agree with me. Just started Letrozole and 4 days in feel side effects but to find out that have bc in the other boob would just do my head in. In that last 2 yrs I too had a melanoma. It's my 4th not too mention 40 odd biopsies for abnormal moles. I feel someone could play snakes and ladders on my body with my scars.
I think you are brave just writing about it. How can well all support you? Definitely here to listen and help in anyway we can. Sending positive vibes to you.
(a hug right now wouldn’t go astray tho 🤣🤣) 👍
Lots of BIG HUGS coming your way xx I invested in plenty of Bundy Rum over the last 8 weeks ..... so totally understand you renewing your friendship with Jack Daniels! xx.
You are one super strong, tough lady - to be so concerned for everyone else ahead of yourself, whilst you've just received this recurrence news - so you are allowed to have as many sooky moments as you need.) xx But please, make sure that you chat with the team here or a psychologist to help you with appropriate coping mechanisms to help you thru all this xx. Your work is obviously very stressful too - but right now - you need to look after YOU first, so that you can then get back to help them, later on. xx
Enjoy the Big hugs coming from hubby tomorrow too (and the rest of the family as they learn the news too) xx
take care and all the best xx
life is a bitch that’s for sure.
please accept my virtual hugs and best wishes that you will get through this.
Take care🌺
I've done the whole shitfull business twice. It doesn't get any easier.
Well, maybe that's not quite true. You know the ropes and have a handle on the language. That should make things less stressful. Except it doesn't.
Hang in there. Drink the JD. Give yourself a break. Everyone you are supporting will be left hanging if this pulls you down, so they can do without you every once in a while if you need time for yourself.
It's all so fucking disappointing. Mxx
could have done without this diagnosis … mind you, could have done hearing the diagnosis before I spent a fortune on hair extensions 3 days ago, lol… chemo will have them falling out my head in no time…
So sorry to hear. I was diagnosed in 2020 also. This is a shit of a disease and has no rhyme or reason. At least you know what to expect. Hoping for you it is small and they can chop the bastard out. Hugs x
You asked about my melanoma. I have not found anymore yet. I get checked every 6 months. The last Melanoma was on my shoulder. When they cut it out they didn't get a big enough margin so I had to go under the knife again. That was in January this yr. The last skin check was ok. Back to see the skin guy in November.
I hope today is a good day for you. Sending love and a big hug.