Too vulnerable

Blossom1961

I am frustrated with myself. If things don’t go the way I want, I struggle not to burst into tears. This really is not good when I work in a toxic workplace. Sigh. Where is the person who used to jump in and fight? Every work morning I struggle with the thought of what lies ahead for the day. Mindfulness just doesn’t cut it when you are always getting unfairly blamed for stuff. I do appreciate my weekends a lot more though! Suck it up and keep going. One day it will improve. It was easier when I could get out and about and focus on other people. Soon.