Hi Meghan
I'm sorry that you are feeling so down but remember that you have been through a huge ordeal for the last few years. You are just one week after surgery - that's always a hard time so be nice to yourself. I'm glad that you have some lovely family with you to keep your spirits up.
I had a BC removed last August and then as I found that I was BRCA2 positive had a double mastectomy and recon. I too now have to have a hysterectomy/ovaries out in the next few months and I don't want to have it as I am not keen to go into menopause yet. However it's funny how everyone has a different view on things....it doesn't bother me about not having those female bits inside that I never notice are there anyway. The external bits will still be there....(the fun bits) . I worry more about becoming the 'bearded lady' from lack of hormones and going crazy, having flushes etc etc.
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