I am so glad that you have joined the group.
This will give you an opportunity to speak.........and be heard....not by everyone because they have busy lives, but almost certainly by someone.........
Give yourself a chance to put down on paper the little voices in your head that give you concerns.
My experience is that even my family don't want to know all of how I am feeling....they want to get on with their lives and they just want to know that the cancer is gone.
Out there in the forum, you will find someone who has been somewhere near where you are ....and if not, then there will be someone who takes the time to extend a message to you in an endeavour to not leave you on your own.
This is where this forum works.