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Re: Tomorrow is day
I'm eating mentors lollies ..l will have acup of black tea ..l have had some pumpkin seeds .a glass of sustain .and maybe some toast later ..My nausea has settled a bit ..stopped crying feeling really strong again ..but accept if l burn and crash again ..l love this site and all of you for making feel human loved and understood xxx4Views0likes0CommentsRe: Tomorrow is day
I got through the lumpectomy ok and that was3 weeks ago . L suppose l was not expecting all this but l am very lucky that the scans and bone scan all came back clear ...it had only spread to the lymph but then all that freaks me out as they are taking them out as well the drain tubes freak me out , yes lm am a nervous person before all of this ..l want to be Joan of arc ..plus l don't heal very quickly ..yes l give myself a hard time but l can't help it ..l no lm luckier than a lot ,,but lm struggling2Views0likes0Comments- 2Views0likes0Comments
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Hi. melclarity lm not sure how or you can send you a private message ,but anyways ..Thankyou ..so much for hope ..l have seen the BC counsiller but did not find her helpful. .l no it is positive thinking ,but it's the waiting waking in the night all wet from the stress ..lm ok for a bit then l just loose it and just want to sleep for 6 mths ...I'm on my own which is not helping ..0Views0likes0CommentsTomorrow is day
I'm am so scared beyond belief. I'm having my Double Masc tomorrow and lymph nodes as well ..l feel like lm going to go insane and run from the hospital ..l have cried for 2 days of and on ..spoke to BC nurse and friends ..l feel like l will end up in a phys ward or something ...l really dont no how you have all come through this ...please please some hopeful words ...My daughter said that your brain will accept it after it is done ..it the lead up to it and the anxiety ...going flat as can't have reco ..Omg ..will l be ok510Views0likes37Comments
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